A Day with Khoi

I’m starting to realize posting stuff up… is pretty fun. So why not do it in more of a…poetic way? I’ll see how many days in a row I can make stanzas of rhymes, of… the daily grind. =D

Haha I’m kidding, maybe a little e-journal for myself. Never had one. Maybe I should try yeah? 

Here goess! 

It’s been years to say, on how I reflect on life,
Taking on the everyday world strife.
To be honest, it wasn’t at all hard.
Where I never really had to keep up my guard.
For you see, I hold the magic key,
To unlock the untold mysteries.
SMILE =D 

Day 1… The end! =D

My love is forever patient,
For my heart is pure and kind.
Therefore my love need not be envious,
For those that share the love of my mind.
To love is to not brag,
And you need not be proud.
For love does not make one sad,
But screams the name of the loved one loud.
For love finds Its own way,
And cannot be provoked.
Because no matter what you may say,
My Love brings infinite hope.
Where many rejoice in unrighteousness, 
My love is happy with the truth.
When I was a child I spoke of childish words,
And now that I am a man I find those things to be absurd.
Because now I know, with faith hope and love,
The greatest of all is to be put above.
So that my dear faceless angel you will see,
To know one day, I have faith that hopefully, 
Your love is with me…

So I’ve been writing alot about romance, and good things that will come. Sometimes you have to have a balance of good and bad. Tonight may have hit me more than others. So here’s something for you guys if you can relate [=

Who knew responsibility was this hard to keep?
Thinking I had it good, wandering off to sleep.
I never realize the damage I inflict,
Upon my caring parents whom I thought were strict.
I ask myself “Have I been a bad son?”
What can I do to have this all undone?
My heart is heavy when my soul is weak.
A fun relaxing day instantly turning bleak.
I look at my dad, then to my mom.
I realize, I’ve set an explosive bomb.
Within their hearts, within their minds.
I thought I had it good, only to find,
The struggles they face, that I don’t bare,
I feel like an idiot son who just doesn’t care.
Is it time to change for the better?
Well it’s now or never.
With my heart set on a goal,
I have to follow the good sons role.
I stand here with my head held high.
That I will be an amazing guy.
So have compassion for me for now,
Because this is my gentlemen’s vow.
I will be an amazing son like no other.
So proud they can be, my father and mother.
That I no longer bring them stress,
Because I want to be a son that they feel blessed!
Blessed to have had, blessed to have give,
So I ask you, mom and dad? Can you please forgive?

Hello there autumn leaves, what vibrant colors you share.
How beautiful you fall in this warm air.
Summer has passed with the heat still lagging,
Please come winter soon so I may stop nagging.
With each leaf that falls you tell a story,
From a couples love, to a single mans glory.
You’ve seen it all through the days you’ve stayed green.
So tell me leaves, from me what have you seen?
A single boy resting in the shade of a tree,
Listening to the world, believing in what he doesn’t see.
He who wishes to know love but cannot find,
He’s yet to realize, love has been blind.
Thinking that the girl of his dreams is lost,
Thinking she has been left behind in the winter frost.
Until he closes his eyes and listens with his heart,
Does he realize the two were never apart.
He turns around to see her face once again,
Realizing she had been on the other side.
So he let’s his dream world come to an end,
And gathers up all his pride.
As he hugs her from behind,
He opens his eyes to find,
That what he hoped to have found,
was there all along,
As he just needed to turn around,
He felt as if nothing was wrong.
The leaf falls ending the tale,
Gliding in the air gentle and frail.
It lands on the lap of the couple it saw.
Flashing back to the scene.
The couple stares in awe,
At this leaf which had once been green.
To tell the truth of it all. 

-Zephyrus

Hello again my heart, it’s been months too long.
Have you missed me as I missed you while you were gone?
As I stayed in this sunny vacation called life,
You were stuck in the frozen valleys of the ice.
During your absence I thought I would be fine,
Chasing women thinking I would shine.
Yes, it was new and fun with much to tell,
But, without you, this body is like an empty shell.
4 years too long I’ve missed the warmth of an embrace,
The feelings that rise with my love for that pretty face.
You said I could be on my own and run free,
That is true I would not disagree.
But, the one lesson I’ve yet to learn,
Is one I’ve yet to earn.
So welcome back my heart,
Did you miss me while we were apart?
I don’t feel so cold anymore towards this place,
Cause now I have you back inside me,
And with this new change of pace,
Let’s go say hi to my wife to be [=

Taking my first breathe of the night,
I look up to the stars that shine so bright.
Smiling so big all the pain goes away.
Knowing that I can wake up to another day,
I fall into the comfort of my mind.
Closing my eyes to the great divine,
I see a pitch black world.
Where the shadow has taken hold,
Of everything new and old.
But, as I look deeper into that space,
I come across the light of an angels face.
Holding my hand, taking me up the rope.
She guides me through the first stage of hope.
As I glance over the valley of the deep dark.
I take another breathe before I embark.
On the journey, to a million smiles,
Knowing that i’ll be happy walking all those miles.
I wake up, to my tears of joy.
I feel as though I am a small boy.
Waiting impatiently for the day to end.
So that my journey can start again. [=

I’m just a man who has just found his way,
Living life with pride day by day.
Knowing myself, I see the bright light.
I realize, I’m high as a kite.
I’m just a friend who stands by his words,
I am at my best when my friends see me as a nerd.
That is why those that I hold dear,
I cherish you the most with no fear.
I’m just a man who sees joy,
And I understand the feeling of bliss.
Like a kid with a brand new toy,
Or a couple with their first kiss.
I’m just a soul who has been taught how to live.
So I can openly spread my arms and freely give.
To understand the pain that makes us realize,
That without obstacles, the goal just doesn’t feel like a prize.
I’m just a man, who sits here with a smile,
Knowing that what I do is all worthwhile.
I wait for her to read this poem,
And hope that she spreads her arms to me,
Because that is where I would call home.
Because that is where I want to be. 

-Zephyrus

Alone I once walked this earth,
Always cautious to carry my own worth.
With a strong soul, heart and will,
I’ve developed life’s many needed skills.
Yet, I’ve always seen my smile was fake,
As though i walk the night,
With my heart being pierced by a stake. 
Until I walked the path of light,
Was when my eyes could see,
Although it was a blinding bright,
I knew who it could be.
The girl whose smile fulfills mine,
By a beautiful girl, that’s ever so fine.
To you miss, I write from my heart,
To tell you that you are a part,
Of my new life, my new work of art. [=

Khoi Anh Nguyen

~Zephyrus.

Upon a restless soul the night is young,
With the cold air piercing my soft lungs.
I stand by the street light waiting, alone,
For something to appear, something to be shown.
Asking the stars above for a faint light,
To guide my heart with it’s signs so bright.

I search with doubt for my heart is weary,
As I stumble upon darkness, one so eerie.
With a desperate question i ask the dark,
Why do i stand here alone in this park?
Is it fate that with girls, they come and go?
Or is it that my heart cannot grow?
For anyone past a certain stage,
is it true that my heart is afraid?

For my feelings to show, what must i do?
Is it all a lie what i thought was true?
Enough questions answered the shadow,
It is because you are one that is shallow.
With your heart that cannot let another in,
It is your own fault that your head spins.
You are not confused, that is not the case,
but you run so fast you forget your own pace.

Realizing the words that have been said,
A single drop of tear from my eyes has been shed.
I now know why i stand with no one by my side,
It was because I run and hide.
From the woman i could be holding so close and near,
The person that i wish to someday call my dear…

Who this woman is I know not of… sucks LOL


I had a dream recently about the Gods. They gave me 1 question that i wanted answered. So i asked them, why is it that my heart cannot love another? And I pretty much just wrote out what they told me. What they made me realize. Lol, enjoy [=